Matchbox

Everything seems to come to my senses... but it's fake.. those trhings doesn´t happen.. not outside myu mind... So it's not worthy to keep trying... I have to give up... 'cause if I don't, I'll end up so lost n' dissapointed... Seems to be about to work, I almost speak, I almost act.. but it's forbidden... n' it makes me like it even more.. Anyway.. it ain't no game... no joke, no crush... it's definetely eatin' my nerve cells.. n' I don't know what a hell should I do.. n' I dont know if I care.. just confused.. I'm not going anywhere...